Tending the Temple Daily

  I got that woosey-pit-of-my-stomach feeling again. It's been about a week now. I have come along way in understanding what this feeling is. It comes out of nowhere. I know something is not right. To what degree something is wrong, I can't tell. But it is spiritual. It could be something in the natural as well, but whatever it is has caused a ripple in the Spirit.  Up till fairly recently I just didn't understand what was going on, so I brushed it off. I'd go through the check list: #1 have I said or done something that is an unrepentant offense? #2 is everyone in the family ok? #3 How about outside the family? #4 Have I forgotten something important? #5 I ask Yah, show me if it's within me. #6 I check the world events, is there a tragedy? A flood? A hurricane? An earthquake? Multiple earthquakes? Sometimes I get a sense I've nailed it, but other times I have to wait, seek His Word, and wait. I have come to see that it's a Spiritual Gift, if I wait I will k...

Hebrews 5:12 For when for the time you ought to be teachers, you have need that one teach you again which be the first principles of the oracles of God; and are become such as have need of milk, and not of strong meat. 13 For every one that uses milk is unskilful in the word of righteousness: for he is a babe. 14 But strong meat belongs to them that are of full age, even those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil.  It's not a salvation issue!!!  Have you heard that one? Only a billion times, lol. Calling attention to continued sin by believers is not well received. Listen, it's not that obeying the dietary restrictions, Sabbath, Holy Days, or any of the instructions are "salvation issues", but they are, for sure, discipleship issues. Yahusha appears to be concerned about even the least of the instructions in Matthew 5:7  Anyone who breaks even the least of the Law of Moses and teaches people not to do what it says, will be ca...

If it walks like a duck, and quacks like a duck...it might be a duck.  I was just listening to Clayton Morris of Redacted News interview a guy about weather geoengineering. Yeah, it is exactly what it sounds like. Weather modification or weather control. There, apparently, are several ways that technology can be used for evil, and sadly is. The reduction of the population of earth via a systematic destruction of the earth itself. This interview sent the message that the earth has suffered devastating damage far beyond the general public's knowledge.  (Link below) Waddle, Waddle, Waddle. Next, the other day I was listening to Megan Kelly. In the conversation she had with her guest, they covered the declining fertility amongst all living things. Then the odd occurrences of animals changing genders...yes, you read that correctly. From fish and frogs, to cougars. Male animals developing eggs instead of sperm. ( also a link provided) As was discussed, in this sit-down, the medical ...

  For a long time I thought I was alone.  People who understood the entire Bible was true and applicable today, were so very few and far in-between. This was at the beginning of the Internet, all I was exposed to was email, chat rooms, My Space lol, and some individual websites. I, at least, had contact with a couple of patient teachers. The internet, blessing and curse, made the world smaller and more complicated at the same time. The internet showed that this faith, which considers the Torah to be instructions for discipleship and life, was growing. And with growth came the wolves, false prophets, and every kind of deceiver imaginable.   I am so thankful for my friends. After a lifetime of acquaintances crossing my path, I can count my true friends on one hand. Sometimes this faith walk of the Natsarim is lonely. I suspect that's the wilderness part. Thank goodness for the internet for education and fellowship. I have good Christian friends right here in my commun...

  Once upon a time, long ago right here in this galaxy, I was just a young mom, trying to raise the children and maintain a household while poor. We were not homeless poor, we were poor enough to qualify for government insurance for the children, but not poor enough to keep it if my husband made an extra $50 one month. And that's where I found myself when my journey began to natural, organic, homeopathic healing and lifestyle.   So three kids, ages 6, 9, and 12, all sick with the croup, no insurance because my husband got a much deserved raise, and no money. I was standing in the pharmacy isle desperately seeking something over the counter that could help. The kids really needed an antibiotic to help them kick this crap.  I must have been crying, the pharmacist approached me cautiously, " Are you ok? Need some help?" Such compassion, I'll never forget her.  I told her my situation. "I'm not supposed to give you this information,  but you can get a strong, a...

  Romans 8:28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who  have been called according to his purpose.   My go-to verse, the first one that pops into my head when troubles arise. No matter what it looks like, Yah will bring it around to benefit me somehow.  He said it, I believe it, that settles it, right? His promises will come to pass, and His word will not come back void. These are the things we remind ourselves of when the storms of life come rolling in.  Well, I say, "buckle up Buttercup, we are in for a time of testing". Yahusha is coming for a pure bride. Just as Esther went through a period of purification before her presentation to the king, so shall we.  1 Peter 1:3 Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, 4 and into an inheritance that can never perish, spoil or fade. Thi...

  Proverbs 31:10 Who does find a capable wife? For she is worth far more than rubies. 11The heart of her husband shall trust her, And he has no lack of gain. 12She shall do him good, and not evil, All the days of her life.   Proverbs 31 doesn't stop there when proclaiming the qualities of a good wife. It is a good place to start, but let's add verses 30 and 31 for good measure. The very words I'd give as good counsel to every young woman who would listen.  30Loveliness is deceptive And prettiness is vain, A woman who fears יהוה is to be praised. 31Give her of the fruit of her hands, And let her works praise her in the gates.   The Holy Scriptures are truly the instructions for a abundant successful life. Passages like the verses of Proverbs 31:10-31 are so detailed and specific. I know, these verses describe a standard that seems too lofty to obtain, yet we know if Yah presents it, He also provides for it. This is where our "I can do all things thru Messia...

  Why is the modern western church powerless? Why are the members not seeing and experiencing miracles in mass? Why are people of faith easily dismissed as weak minded and gullible? Well, I have some thoughts on the subject.   For over a hundred years now preachers have not taught their parishioners and disciples obedience to the Word of Yah. Grace is THE one thing that is preached. And the Apostle Paul(Saul) warned about this.  Romans 6:1-4 What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin that grace may abound? Certainly not! How shall we who died to sin live any longer in it? Or do you not know that as many of us as were baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into His death? Therefore we were buried with Him through baptism into death, that just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life. Romans 6:14-18 For sin shall not have dominion over you, for you are not under law but under grace. What then?...

  Earlier in the day I was visiting with a friend.  And as friends do, we were talking, and as Believers do, we talked about topics of faith. So I was just sitting here, in my evening down time, going over our conversations. Keeping the 7th day Sabbath, and the other Appointed Times have been our frequent go-to topics lately.  Me, being a long time Sabbath keeper, and she, is asking questions and trying to figure it out. As usual, hours later, I can come up with several "should have said" thoughts.  In marriages, frequently one learns something, then later the spouse comes along side. In the discovery of The Way, this situation happens more often than not. The key is to be unwavering in what you've been convicted/convinced is right and true. As strong women of faith we will find a way to walk that line of obedience to Yah and honor to our husband. This is crucial, so be careful, it's a delicate balance when the husband is resistant or less than enthusiastic about the...

  What is freedom? My idea of freedom has certainly evolved over my lifetime.  At 8 years of age, freedom was my mom trusting me to walk 2 blocks over to my friend's house, my mom had faith that I'd be ok and reach my destination. Well, kids could do that back then.  At 14, freedom was my motorcycle and the license to ride it on the streets. Freedom was the job I got with my motorcycle as transportation. At 16, freedom was a car. At 18, freedom was my high school diploma, and leaving home. Freedom was making adult decisions regarding my life, and consequences that came with those decisions.  Fifteen years later, freedom was a turtle candy from the Dollar General Store, and the twenty minutes I had away from two little kids and an overbearing husband to stop by the Dollar General Store for the shopping. Freedom was the $.75 extra in my pocket to buy that turtle candy. During this time I learned that freedom was faith. Faith that the promises of Yah were true. Freedom ...

  Philippians 4:4-7 Rejoice in the Lord always. Again I will say, rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.  And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. As I was recounting my recent leap of faith, to a friend, I saw the concern in her eyes. Quickly, I mentally ran over what I said to elicit such a look from her. Yeah, I could see it, from a human perspective, my leap has landed me in an unsure spot. No employer, no income guaranteed, no job benefits like medical insurance. Yet, I only felt peace. I flashed a smile. Surely it reflected the calm I had.  I recently posted about taking a leap of faith. Those big life decisions can stir up anxiety, fear, sleeplessness, digestion issues, and more. What we desire is peace. I got some peace when I understood t...

  Revelation 18:4 And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues. Like all followers of Yahusha/Jesus, from my generation, I look for hints and instructions regarding His second coming in the Holy Scriptures.  We want to be ready, right? And we'd like to avoid the coming destruction if we can. Revelation 18 is where we find that familiar phrase we heard firmly proclaimed from the pulpit growing up in church, "come out of her my people". Revelation 18 is describing "end times" events regarding the second coming. It speaks of the destruction of Babylon, and Yah's people are warned. Warned to "come out, so as to not be partakers of Babylon's sin and her destruction". He wouldn't warn His people for no reason.  There are numerous ideas of exactly who, where, or what is Babylon.  Go back a chapter to Revelation 17, and we get a poetic detaile...

  A few months back I wrote about stress and changes. Well, here we are at the precipice of the situation.  There is a right path and a left path, either way, I must jump. I cannot continue along the path on which I currently walk. That road ends Tuesday.   I have fasted and prayed. I have lost sleep and been distracted.  I cannot focus, my thoughts always drift back to the decision before me. I am looking forward to Tuesday solely because I want the stress to stop. And the only answer I get from my prayers is this: There isn't necessarily a right or wrong choice here. The important part is to walk in righteousness whichever path I take. Both trails are short, both have trials, and both are lined with the potential for blessing.  Often in life we find ourselves in situations, dealing with circumstances not of our choosing. And we go forward,  navigating the best we can with Yahusha, The Word, as or guiding light.  Psalm 119:105 Your word is a lamp...

   The level of respect you give others is a direct reflection of your heart. Luke 6:31, Philippines 2:3, Romans 12:10, 1Peter 3:8, Mark 12:31 I use this blog as a method to work out my thoughts and understandings. I began this one thinking the topic was "them", as I progressed through the scriptures I realized I was the subject. Yah humbled me with each and every verse. I deleted much of what I had written, and started over.  I am often told that you teach people how to treat you.  Yes, to an extent I agree, however, how people treat you is something that comes from within them. They treat you in the manner that demonstrates how much they value you and your relationship, it's what they believe you deserve. Whether it's a two second interaction like in traffic, or a more personal relationship like family, friends, or work relationships, they can only give to you from the reserve of what fills them. A person with kindness, humility,  and generosity will display t...

Matthew 7:21 “Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father in heaven. 22 Many will say to Me in that day, ‘Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name, cast out demons in Your name, and done many wonders in Your name?’ 23 And then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness!’ I remember the first time I really read these verses. Terror struck my heart. Clearly Yahusha is referencing people who claim to be His followers here. Who else would call Him Lord? Who else would  cast out demons in Yahusha’s name? Who else would do wonders in His name? Athiests don't, Pagans don't, Muslims don't, those who practice Judiasm don't.  Who else could it be? He is speaking of "Christians" here, Christians who do not do the will of His Father. Once I understood that concept, my next step was to find out what exactly is the will of our Heavenly Father. I must d...

  There has been an underground assembly of believers in Yahusha somewhere since right after He resurrected. In the west, during my lifetime, we have  heard about the underground church in China and N. Korea. But with the current anti faith sentiment around the world, we are likely to see underground believers in every region over the earth.  Right now Christian faith leaders are reporting a surge in the number of believers.  From nearly every denomination,  and in many different countries, people are coming to faith in Yahusha/Jesus. This is encouraging indeed. At the same time, persecution and martyrdom against those who have faith in Yahusha/Jesus has also surged.  In 2024, ten anti-abortion activists were sentenced to Federal prison for praying in front of a Washington DC abortion clinic Also in 2024, Adam Smith Connor, a British Army vet was convicted of praying near an abortion clinic. 2023-2025 Isbel Vaughan Spruce was arrested twice for silent praye...

 Oh how I grieve over the teaching of a lawless Messiah.  Every Sunday, from a multitude of pulpits, a lawless faith and a lawless Savior are proclaimed.  Dear Seeker, this is a huge deception. Yahusha/Jesus lived out the law/Torah fully, completely, unto death. In His obedience He eliminated the death penalty of the law for all who place their faith in Him, covering those in grace, and He was given resurrection power. Death is eternal separation from Yah. Yahusha/Jesus redeemed us from suffering that separation.  He never taught His followers to disregard the law/Torah. He desires obedience.   Matthew 5:17-30, John 14:15 Yahusha/Jesus taught a deeper level of the law/Torah, filling it full, giving a fuller understanding of the law, not discarding it.   Yahusha/Jesus is the Word of Yah, came from Yah, existed from the beginning, and was intimately engaged in the creation of all things. The Word of Yah and the Torah of Yah are one. The same. Yahush...

 Over the past 25+ years of pursuing Torah obedience in my faith walk with Yahusha, I have seen others come into the walk.  One thing many of us do, upon learning the traditions we have observed in the past were in error, is to fall into a whole other group of traditions.  Sometimes it takes a while to realize that the second set of traditions we have embraced are just as erroneous as the first.  I see it as a road with ditches on either side. The road is the true path, and the ditches are Christian traditions on one side and Jewish traditions on the other. The goal is to stay on the road, not veering to the left or the right.   This time of year lots of churches invite Messianic Jews to share a Passover seder meal with their congregants. This is intended to be educational.  But if you were to go to Exodus 12 and read the actual instructions for the Passover meal, you'd see it's a simple meal consisting of lamb, bitter herbs, unleavened bread, shoes on...

  Genesis  3:15, 12:2-4, 15:6, 26:4-5 Hebrews 11:8-10, 11:17-19 Galatians 3:5-9, 3:26-29 Romans 11:17-24 Our father Abraham was born into a corrupt generation. He was given the name Abram at birth, and later Yah changed his name due to Abram's faith. Nimrod was king over the land, and Abram's father served Nimrod by making idols. The fact that Abraham knew Yah at all seems like a miracle. Yet Abraham is credited as the Father of our faith. Faith...what is faith? The Cambridge Dictionary says faith is great trust or confidence in something or someone.  Abraham is a descendant of Noah, thru Shem. We learn thru the canonized scriptures and extra biblical books that the Melchizedek priesthood passed from Adam on down thru generations to Noah, then Shem's family line. Jubilees and Jasher tell of young Abram being instructed in the Ways of Yah, by Shem and Eber (Shem's son) Jasher 9, Jubilees 11-23 . Abraham was fully aware of the original promise Yah made to Adam and Eve, th...

  I really have to use my faith filter when I'm trying to discern thru the news feed what is true and what are sanitized stories the governmental powers want me to believe.  And dear friends, if we only see US MSM, then for sure we get only part of the story. And I would argue, a very sanitized version.  As a person who was raised to have great national pride, the sanitized news can be comfortable.  On social media I watch as my "friends" repost and proclaim the sanitized news as gospel truth. As if our government wouldn't hide anything from us. Surely the past 20 years would beg the differ. I beseech you to seek news from all over the world to get a well rounded sense of what's going on.  Having said that,  it's not easy to access international news. There are safe guards in place to discourage that.  But there are websites available that provide access to international news for a price.  I'm providing a link to an independent news program that g...