Leap of Faith

 

A few months back I wrote about stress and changes. Well, here we are at the precipice of the situation.  There is a right path and a left path, either way, I must jump. I cannot continue along the path on which I currently walk. That road ends Tuesday.  

I have fasted and prayed. I have lost sleep and been distracted.  I cannot focus, my thoughts always drift back to the decision before me. I am looking forward to Tuesday solely because I want the stress to stop. And the only answer I get from my prayers is this: There isn't necessarily a right or wrong choice here. The important part is to walk in righteousness whichever path I take. Both trails are short, both have trials, and both are lined with the potential for blessing. 

Often in life we find ourselves in situations, dealing with circumstances not of our choosing. And we go forward,  navigating the best we can with Yahusha, The Word, as or guiding light.  Psalm 119:105 Your word is a lamp unto my feet, a light to my path. John 8:12 Again Yahusha/Jesus spoke to them saying, "I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.  This current fork in the road is no different. Fear has clouded my vision.  

Fear, the enemy's perfect weapon. Fear can paralyze us, blind us, and make us of no effect. Fear can steal our blessings and make us stumble.  The fear brings about the stress, which moves us to take our eyes off the real prize. The command Do not fear is found 66 times in Scripture according to The Gateway Bible app. The Word tells us not to fear, because Yah knows the tricks and schemes of the enemy.  Yah knows we need to be reminded.  Yah will not leave us, nor forsake us. Deuteronomy 31:8 Yahuah himself goes before you and will be with you, He will never leave you, nor forsake you. Do not be afraid, do not be discouraged.  Hebrews 13:5 Let your conduct be without covetousness, be content with what you have. For Yah, Himself, had said, "I will never leave you nor forsake you."

 I will be taking a leap of faith this week. Will I take the right path, or the left? I am waiting for an answer to one question.  The answer will tell me the direction I will go. I should get that answer Monday.  

Abba, Father, thank you for your steadfast ways. Guide my heart to look upon you, leaving no foothold for fear. 

Just a work in progress, 

Teresa

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