Letter to My Sons

 

To my Sons: Chaz and Caleb (and my grandsons Charlie and Johnny, and Ethan)

Boys, please forgive me for the many times I have failed you as a parent. I have had moments of selfishness, depression, fear, ignorance, and denial,  in these moments I have failed you as your mother. I could have and should have done better. Please forgive me. 

I am beyond proud of you.  Both of you have overcome great obstacles and have grown into good men. You are wonderful dads, attentive and supportive husbands, and respectful sons. You are such a blessing to me. I am grateful to be a part of your lives. 

Do you remember our bedtime routine when you were little? I would read to you, then we prayed together and I said blessings over you.  Such sweet memories. I still pray for you and now I want to say blessings over you again.  May Yah bless you and keep you, may His Face shine upon you and bring you peace. May Yah grant you favor in all you do, with everyone you meet, and everywhere you go. May Yah give you wisdom and good health. But most of all may Yah give you a heart that desires to know Him and to do His will in your life so that you can lead your family into life everlasting.  

Be a strong head of your household. Yahusha/ Jesus taught us that a strong leader is first a servant to those he leads. And I definitely see that quality in you. Draw your family nearer to Yah by your example.  When they can't hear your words of guidance, they can still see you modeling it before them. 

I love you 

Mom