Change, Stress, and Faith
I tend to over think and worry about things of which I have no control. I can really let my imagination run wild, and that's no good. Yesterday was one of those days. There's a big change coming to my life that I cannot control, I have no real idea what it's going to look like, and it most likely has aspects that I won't like. Yesterday I let that negative voice in my head take charge and stir up my emotions. This voice suggests that I won't survive the change, I'm going to be kicked aside, because, of course, I don't bring anything of value to the table. I won't be able to keep up and I will be exposed as extra weight that needs to be replaced. Honestly, it was a battle all day to turn from that voice and remember what Yah says about me. It was exhausting. You'd think, at my age, and how many times I've encountered that voice, that I'd be better at it, but I wasn't yesterday. I know from experience that I can and ...